~ hIdup nIe taK pernah larI darIpada ... ~

...بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

-السلام عليكم-

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[guess what is the meaning of the writing up here...??

there's nothing. just of impression of a little bit exhausted]

it's quite long i don't write anything

it's a weekend holiday now

i shouldn't be at hostel actually but at home

because hostel is just like a haunted house/ place to me

with some weird human here...

i live in this world for 21 years

same just like how old i am now

then, i will become older and older from now on...

but, i met a lot f people with weird behave

and perhaps it's included me too.

with this little statement up there

i don't do this kind of thing.

for me, if a friend wants to run away from you

just let her/him be

why did we need to tied him/her...

if we don't deserve to have it.

alone...??

yeah.. a little bit of this feeling

just keep quiet and live the way the life is

thanks 4 those who are being at my side

even a little bit of their time

i'm really appreciate it...

[thanks 4 accompany me]

~ my advice:

if you have friends, don't try to ignore him/her and put them aside and then try to ask whether they have problems with you... actually the problems are come from yourself...

[then i relaized evrything]~

here the motto of my life

NEVER GIVE UP!!!

since i have mindset of it

so, i shouldn't make a little awkward

about being isolated by a few friends

because when i have been isolated

there's others at my side

--------the life will go on-------

~ if you have been asked, do you have a problem with me..?

then the person said, nothing...and you asked him/her once again, why...?

the person will said nothing...

for me:

the behave of yourself to him/her will shows everything

then, i guess i will manage my manners to behave nicely

even i been isolated and ignored ~