who am i to you?

everything is changed from day to day

even my self and my own blog picture wall

[isn't nice...?? what are your comment my friends..? just jokes...]

yeah, perhaps nothing is remain in rigid

change is the best way to cure and treat everything nicely as our own desire

then, how could i be a same person from a day i come here

a campus life in here has changed me a lot

i'm trying my best to be friend with my classmates, either girls or boys

even before this, i'm truthfully say that i never like to talk to guys

but then when my future career is a teacher

then, everything needs a little bit change

i try to talk with guys

even, i don't like this thing

yeah, because of being a teacher, social skills are required

nicely my classmates - boys are decent

By being here for 2 years have taught me a lot

from a simple thing until the complex one

be friend with others

teach me a lesson which is:

WHEN YOU WANT TO BE FRIEND, JUST DO IT

NEVER PUT ALL TRUST IN THIS RELATION

BECAUSE THE MORE YOU PUT MORE EFFORT

A LITTLE BY LITTLE IT WILL DESTROY YOU

what can you guess from this?

truthfully to say, my heart really fragile and broke into pieces already

have friends but never feel it

just come towards me, when they are need me

maybe, i also have did the same thing

then ALLAH pay back it to me....

i never blamed them

maybe it is just my feeling

sometimes being alone is my precious time

never been realized by others

if this the way they treat me

how could i do..?

did i need to force them..?

NO!!! THEN, LEAVE ME ALONE AS YOU WILL...

DON'T DARE TO SAY THAT YOU ARE MY FRIEND

AND I WILL NEVER SAY IT TOO...!!!

IF ALL THESE ARE YOUR BEHAVE

I'M REALLY SICK OF THESE...

the memories with them spinning around my head

i never can't stop thinking

why you did this to me...?

am i wrong..?

or you just found the perfect person..?

THEN, IF YOU WANT TO THROW ME AWAY

THROW IT FULLY...

NEVER COME NEAR TO ME AND FIND ME ANYMORE

FROM THIS DAY!!!

I'M TRUST THAT YOU NEVER NEED ME ANYMORE...

BECAUSE I HAVE NOTHING THAT PROFIT YOU

my heart already broke the day

and i will never put my trust and hope

LEAVE THE WAY YOU WANT

BECAUSE I'M REALIZE WHO I AM TO YOU ALREADY...