everything is changed from day to day
even my self and my own blog picture wall
[isn't nice...?? what are your comment my friends..? just jokes...]
yeah, perhaps nothing is remain in rigid
change is the best way to cure and treat everything nicely as our own desire
then, how could i be a same person from a day i come here
a campus life in here has changed me a lot
i'm trying my best to be friend with my classmates, either girls or boys
even before this, i'm truthfully say that i never like to talk to guys
but then when my future career is a teacher
then, everything needs a little bit change
i try to talk with guys
even, i don't like this thing
yeah, because of being a teacher, social skills are required
nicely my classmates - boys are decent
By being here for 2 years have taught me a lot
from a simple thing until the complex one
be friend with others
teach me a lesson which is:
WHEN YOU WANT TO BE FRIEND, JUST DO IT
NEVER PUT ALL TRUST IN THIS RELATION
BECAUSE THE MORE YOU PUT MORE EFFORT
A LITTLE BY LITTLE IT WILL DESTROY YOU
what can you guess from this?
truthfully to say, my heart really fragile and broke into pieces already
have friends but never feel it
just come towards me, when they are need me
maybe, i also have did the same thing
then ALLAH pay back it to me....
i never blamed them
maybe it is just my feeling
sometimes being alone is my precious time
never been realized by others
if this the way they treat me
how could i do..?
did i need to force them..?
NO!!! THEN, LEAVE ME ALONE AS YOU WILL...
DON'T DARE TO SAY THAT YOU ARE MY FRIEND
AND I WILL NEVER SAY IT TOO...!!!
IF ALL THESE ARE YOUR BEHAVE
I'M REALLY SICK OF THESE...
the memories with them spinning around my head
i never can't stop thinking
why you did this to me...?
am i wrong..?
or you just found the perfect person..?
THEN, IF YOU WANT TO THROW ME AWAY
THROW IT FULLY...
NEVER COME NEAR TO ME AND FIND ME ANYMORE
FROM THIS DAY!!!
I'M TRUST THAT YOU NEVER NEED ME ANYMORE...
BECAUSE I HAVE NOTHING THAT PROFIT YOU
my heart already broke the day
and i will never put my trust and hope
LEAVE THE WAY YOU WANT
BECAUSE I'M REALIZE WHO I AM TO YOU ALREADY...